Doing the Don’ts

Told you I’m totally fucked off tonight – wasted and high. Go away. Seek amusement elsewhere. Telling you I’m not in mood. Every time you’d come, and ask witty questions. Don’t ruin my beautiful nights. To hell with philosophy.  Knowledge is not in the books, it is out there. Don’t even try. You cannot impress me. I’m not in mood tonight, told you. Every time you’d come, and show me your paper that contains hundred of thousands of references. Telling you it’s not gonna work tonight, I’m not in mood. Orphan, yes I’m orphan. Told you, don’t get me started. Don’t make me cry. Dead – I’m dead, yes. I warn you I can hear you. Don’t get me started. Hollywood – you heard me right, it is the paradise. Americano – it is my language, you heard me right, yes. Remember, yesterday when I asked the cops to shoot me, they didn’t want to. But they had no choice, they had to. You witnessed it too. I received hundred bullets all over my face and head. But nothing happened you witnessed it I turned into a zombie. That show continued for 59 minutes. Remember, after that what I did to that girl, I snatched her from her boyfriend. And what I did to her boyfriend. I didn’t let him to get out of the car. I stepped on his car. I pressed his car from all sides. The car compressed and got smaller and smaller. While he was still inside and alive, he too turned microscopically smaller but still alive and was crying for help. I didn’t care. I kept on compressing the car until I turned the car into a diamond ring. I then put on that ring to that girl and kissed her with my broken mouth. You saw the smile on her face. After all, her boyfriend was inside the diamond. You also know what I did after that. I freed her boyfriend. I pulled the diamond from all sides I turned the inside out. I freed him, she ran away with him.  But I’m happy. After all I’m still on your finger, yes your finger. I had no choice I had to trap myself inside the diamond. I sent the inside out and dragged in the outside. I know you’re not gonna throw away this magical ring – you rub it when you need help, and indeed I help you. Why I’d not help you. In love, yes in love, I’m in love with you. I’m not asking your love in return. Enjoy your life.

Back to philosophy. Why I’d not read your lengthy papers that contain hundred of thousands of references each. I have to go through all your papers thoroughly. I have no choice. This is my only appetite. I’m trapped inside your diamond ring and dead. I know philosophy is not your interest, you do it for me. You would engage me in reading your endless papers. I know your interests, and why I’d not know your interests. I love you. I keep an eye on you. I know your target is Hollywood. Hollywood is the place where ultimate unification is achieved. We become one. The diamond in your ring opens up and becomes a sheet of only one side. The inside is pasted with outside they become hidden. Life re-appears and death becomes hidden. Death while hidden starts to burn, and become a source for life to keep going. In Hollywood, life and death communicate with each other in Americano. Knowledge doesn’t disappear, it is the only food available in Hollywood – it’s so tasty, it’ll make your mouth watery and you couldn’t wait to eat it. Prostitution is legal in Hollywood. But it’s not good because sex is not free in Hollywood. Life and death change turns. Death is sleeping when life is awake. When life gets tired it sleeps and after a profound sleep death wakes up. Everyone will be forgiven but you. You never loved me. You’ll be given an assignment as a punishment. Your job would be to become a mediator between life and death. You become Americano – a converted Americano. What I consider a punishment you consider it as a reward – this is how we keep our identities. I remain I and you remain you. We also change our roles. When I become you then you become I. Not only that but also we change our names. I start to call myself as Higgsy and I name you as Higgsino. Before that I was Goddy and you were Goddino. We are tied by a flexible string. The string is so flexible it allows us to dance around each other freely.

Hollywood will be sent to CERN and CERN will be brought to Hollywood. Rules are bent in Hollywood while they remain in place in CERN. Hollywood does the don’ts and CERN does the dos. CERN remains in the past while Hollywood remains in the present. What you call the Laws of physics (LoP), I call it the dos. The dos belong to the past as it cannot be changed. Nothing is in the future. Future is the imaginary part of the reality. The real line comes with integer and non-integer parts. The non-integer part is future, the negative integers are pasts and the positive integers are presents, they are tied at the origin. Transformation is allowed. Transformation allows all partners of the reality to change their role when they want to. The futuristic part of reality is so squeezed by the integeristic part that time or in other words space or in other words spacetime gets pixilated. A side remark: – don’t take this discussion so seriously, my friend, it is bullshit I do it for fun, after all I’m trapped inside your diamond ring, I have no choice I have to read your lengthy and nonsense papers, enjoy your life I’m also in business. Back to spacetime, what if I say that spacetime is finite it only consists of 64 squares otherwise who would play chess on it. Even if it were not 64 squares, we could make it so – finiteness is the key point. First consider a large scale chess board. Each of its squares consists of a chessboard of the same kind. Keep this process down to a small scale. In a similar way you can also go from a small scale up to a large scale. Each player has 16 pieces which work like the universes at a large scale, and particles at a small scale. But there is no difference between the universes and particles. These are interchangeable names of the same thing. To make our language simple, let’s say that these particles or another words the universes are mediators then some mediators work at short range such as the pawns and other work at the large scales such the rooks, bishops or queens. And yet there are other board games. Each board game comes with its own rules and pieces. It tremendously increases the LoP (Laws of Physics) and the mediators – the mediators are the information carriers for the LoP. Not only board games but all the indoor games are played by death and life, on the other hand, plays the outdoor games – this is the difference between them. My friend, let’s stop the discussion here. Time to sleep. See you next time.