I have a limit how many people there should be in a party. If the limit exceeded I'm in trouble. 25 is my new limit. No more people or I'm out. This place is very noisy. Please no more people. I cannot breathe. Don't stop me I'm leaving I'm not hungry I'll eat at home.... Continue Reading →
A Hug
I wished to hold her, chest-to-chest,To feel the warmth, a longed-for rest.But space and time, cruelly entwined,Played tricks upon this heart of mine. When space drew near and hearts aligned,Time’s cruel hand would dim my mind.The years apart, a canyon wide,Made courage falter, love collide. To hug her now, a fleeting dream,A bond untouched, yet... Continue Reading →
When I Cut From Reality
When I cut from reality,The air grows thick, surreal, unseen,Colors bleed where shadows dance,And silence hums a piercing scream. A fractured mirror fills my mind,Each shard a truth, or cruel disguise.The walls lean close to hear my thoughts,And whispers bloom in empty skies. I chase the echoes of my name,Through labyrinths no hands have built.A... Continue Reading →
A Modern Approach to Atheism
According to atheists God does not exist. This is classical approach to atheism. Whether or not there is God, atheists deny Him at all costs. God is not something to be proved or disproved. It is a matter of belief. One should show flexibility in their beliefs. We are in different moods at different times... Continue Reading →
Happy 2025
I simply want to say Happy New Year. And what are your new year's resolution. Mine is to lose some weight. I'm intermittent fasting. This is the best method that works for me. It is called 8-16 meaning sixteen hours fast. During fasting hours you can drink water, black tea or coffee. It is easy... Continue Reading →
The Reality of Reality
The today post concerns to the image below. Many years ago I saw this image in my imagination. Those were the days when my mental illness was not diagnosed. I saw fast-moving lines on the ceiling. They were coming close to each other but they never intersected each other. There were infinitely many. They would... Continue Reading →
How To Do Business in New York State
Before starting a business in New York State, you must first know the nature of your business. You may need several permits, licenses, or certificates. You can obtain these licenses from different New York State departments such as the Department of State, the Department of Taxation and Finance, etc. Some licenses have fees and other... Continue Reading →
My Internal Thoughts and Fantasies
Everyone has fantasies and thinks to themselves. Not everyone is open to telling all about themselves. I'm the opposite. I call myself an open book and the rest of the world is a closed book. Sometimes I demand let's change the role so that you become an open book and I become a closed book.... Continue Reading →
Coping With Bipolar Disorder
I live in two states. Either doing nothing staying bed or being very energetic and researcholic. I will call these two states down-state and up-state. I feel I'm the most stupid and lazy in the down-state. Nothing helps. I use different techniques to overcome this state. My two most favorite places are a bookstore and... Continue Reading →
Bipolar Disorder and Creativity
In this post, I'll share my personal experience as to how bipolar disorder impacts creativity. As to whether one becomes more creative if suffering from mental illness. In the case of bipolar disorder, the answer is simple. Whenever I think of a great idea I become excited, so it triggers mania. Being excited or happy... Continue Reading →
Mr. Monologue 