Let's go COVID What may happen to me tomorrow Let me say it today I’m COVID positive Yes, I’m COVID positive Don’t ask how it feels Just that I’m COVID positive Don’t pray for me Coz I don’t believe in prayers Neither come to my funeral if I die Coz it’s another nonsense for me... Continue Reading →
There Is No Dialogue
There is no dialogue. You speak monologues so do I. Particles do not interact. Interaction is a one-way business. Love, too, is no different. My love, for you, soothes me and your love, for me, comforts you. It is a mistake to say that for everything there comes its opposite. Good is as bad as... Continue Reading →
Repeated Rejection by Mathematics Journals
I'm very disappointed by mathematics journals. Every time I submit a paper, it is rejected. It says it is meaningless, nothing new in it, or discusses trivialities. It is true my background is not in mathematics but I'm a Ph.D. in physics and have peer-reviewed papers in physics. In leisure, I work on prime numbers.... Continue Reading →
Religion May Always Exist in Some Form
If all religions of the world are renounced, humans will invent one anew. There are many reasons to believe in God. In the past, God communicated with us through His messengers. What if He has changed his rules? What if He has gone virtual. There are several accounts by the name of God on Twitter.... Continue Reading →
I Saw Him When I Denied Him
It is very disturbing when you are an atheist and you are having spiritual experiences. How could you submit to God when you don’t believe in His very existence? And how could you deny Him when sometimes He shows Himself to you in the eastern light and sometimes in western light. How could you deny... Continue Reading →
Denial
Just in case if you missed this piece.
I denied you several times
I denied your very existence
But I hate to say that
In every denial, I
Found you back
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When I Thought That I was Dead
Back in August, 2003, it was the beginning of my illness. I didn’t see a doctor yet. Very different feelings as if I cracked the password of the universe. I was in university. Didn’t sleep well for many nights. Was carrying a diary all the times in which I was taking notes on mix topics:... Continue Reading →
Realities
There are as many realities as people. No two people have the same realities. They come closer and closer but never touch. You can't see with my eyes and I can't see with your eyes. There is no wrong and right. You are right there and I'm right here. What is right is also wrong... Continue Reading →
How Did I Quit Smoking?
I quit smoking on August 25, 2014. How could I forget that date. Before that I attempted unsuccessfully several times . Tried nicotine gum. Slowly reduced cigarette per day. But nothing helped. One thing or other would happen that forced me to smoke. As I revealed in the other post, Here, I have Bipolar Disorder. I couldn’t... Continue Reading →
Reconnecting with God
The title of this post looks to me weird – Reconnecting with God. How can I connect with God if I’m an atheist? Should I say that I Was an atheist? This post is more personal. It is in connection with the previous post, Here. It may not apply to everyone but to those having... Continue Reading →
Mr. Monologue 