We get home in the night. Sadiq opens the gate. Abdur is standing in the veranda holding a radio; he listens to the news. As Sadiq closes the gate after we enter, he runs back and turns on a light. I understand this cannot be just a light. He must have turned on all the... Continue Reading →
Chapter 5: 2 is odd
t is late August 2003. I take my backpack and head to Islamabad. On the way to Islamabad I’m thinking on Mr. Monologue. I’m not thinking him like a character in a story but a real person who would emerge sooner or later. I get scared when I see him in me. Like I know... Continue Reading →
Chapter 4: Imam Mehdi
Normally when I come from Islamabad, I met with my Mushtaq and Irfan on the next day in high school Jamrud, where they are teachers. This is the same school I went to. Whenever I come to this school, it reminds those old days when I was a student. I was on PT team, a... Continue Reading →
Chapter 3: Former And New Secular Friends
In the village, hujra is a house used by men. Typically, it has a large room, veranda, and mosque. Most hujras also possess djinns; they are spotted at night. Awais Khan’s hujra is no exception. The djinn in his hujra is named Gul Khan, who wears a waaskat – sleeveless jacket – a hat and... Continue Reading →
Chapter 2: Imagined vs Real Dialogues
The thought experiment which describes the God theorem makes me skeptical. In physics, we test our theories. Is there any way to test the dialogues that take place between the two characters Prof. Danish and the young boy? Since I have no name for the main character, I’ll call him Thought Prophet or TP in... Continue Reading →
خپله کیسه یعني میموار څه ته واي
د خپل ژوند په باره کښي لیکني ته میموار واې. دلته یو فرق ضروری دئ. بایوګرافې هم د ژوند کیسي ته وایي. بایوګرافې د ټول ژوند کیسي ته واې کوم کښي چي تا د ا نه ب او د ب نه ت ته په لینیر ارډر کښي بوزې. متلب دا چي اول دا ؤشول، بیا... Continue Reading →
سین (Scene)
اودریګه. مخکی مه زه. ګیر بدل که او پشاراشه. اور پي بل که. دا ټول ت ر ه ګ ر په دي سرنګ کښی دی. چی یوهم درنه ژوندئ پاتي نه شی. اودریګه. کیسه ختمه شؤه. ګیر بدل که او د شمال په طرفته روان شه.
کوپړۍ
لیکوال: شاهد نواز اپریدئ اوله برخه دا کیسه د یو داسي ځوان ده چي عمر یې لګ باندي۳۰ کاله دې. د د خپل نوم څه دې او چرته اوسیګی موږ ته دا پته نشته خو مګر موږ دئ د کوپړۍ په نوم پيژنو. دئ خپل د سوچونو په دنیا کي اوسیګی او د حقیقت په... Continue Reading →
Chapter 1: God Theorem
In May 2001, I attend a three-week extensive workshop on superstrings, held in the Department of Physics, Quaid-i-Azam University (QAU), Islamabad. The very first speaker begins his talk with the Hamiltonian, which is the starting point of any quantum mechanical problem. I’m lost. How could there be no factor of mass in the equation? I... Continue Reading →
هلک
جینۍ چي څنګه کړکۍ کولاو ولیده نو یې بهر ودانګل. د کړکۍ نه بهر جینۍ یو لربه ولیدؤ. د لربه نه جینۍ لرګی وتښتولؤ. په لرګي جینۍ د هلک سر مات کړؤ. هلک مات سر د لرګي دپاسه راپرېوتؤ. جینۍ مرګ ته نیزدې هلک په ځای پرېښودؤ او په زغرده وتښتېده. اخیري سااغستونکي هلک په... Continue Reading →