Everyone has fantasies and thinks to themselves. Not everyone is open to telling all about themselves. I'm the opposite. I call myself an open book and the rest of the world is a closed book. Sometimes I demand let's change the role so that you become an open book and I become a closed book.... Continue Reading →
Coping With Bipolar Disorder
I live in two states. Either doing nothing staying bed or being very energetic and researcholic. I will call these two states down-state and up-state. I feel I'm the most stupid and lazy in the down-state. Nothing helps. I use different techniques to overcome this state. My two most favorite places are a bookstore and... Continue Reading →
Bipolar Disorder and Creativity
In this post, I'll share my personal experience as to how bipolar disorder impacts creativity. As to whether one becomes more creative if suffering from mental illness. In the case of bipolar disorder, the answer is simple. Whenever I think of a great idea I become excited, so it triggers mania. Being excited or happy... Continue Reading →
My New Meds for Bipolar Disorder
I have been on Lithium for many years to control mania plus other medications. Over time I developed tremors in my hands that others can notice. I work with my psychiatrist and neurologist. My neurologist determined that the shakiness was coming from psyche meds. So he recommended Seroquel (Quetiapine) which does not cause tremors. Besides... Continue Reading →
God Bless You in LaTex
In LaTex to make the unseen seen, uncomment the commented text. God is also commented and so we are unable to see Him. On the day of judgment, He will uncomment Himself and so He will become visible. Every LaTex document has a beginning and an end. Anything that goes below the end document line... Continue Reading →
A Message to My Students
Listen up, everyone. You're wondering who I am. I'm Dr. S. I need no introduction. Open up your Chromebook and search for me. Students open their laptops and find out that I'm in the movies. The class was otherwise very loud and disrespectful but not very quiet, with eyes wide open. Yes, I'm Dr. S.... Continue Reading →
Five Levels of Difficulty
I have found this interesting trend where a concept is explained in five difficulty levels. In this first YouTube video, Brian Greens explains time to a 9-year-old kid and a professor. Here is the video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TAhbFRMURtg In the next video, Sean Caroll explains dimensions the same way. Here is the link https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3KC32Vymo0Q In this video... Continue Reading →
Today is Monday
Professor Elias Gray was known for his eccentricities. An older man with a thin, wiry frame and a shock of silver hair, he had once been a vibrant, quick-witted lecturer, captivating students with his profound ideas and his refusal to take shortcuts with the truth. But over the years, Elias had become slower, more deliberate... Continue Reading →
This Picture
It's a simple image of a house nestled within trees and surrounded by fields, with mountains looming in the distance. The house is his mother’s, an old building filled with memories and the remnants of family history. He’s surprised by the photograph; he hadn’t thought of the house much since moving to the city, and... Continue Reading →
Anna Smith
Act IScene: A dimly lit room. Lisa sits quietly on a chair, watching the rain drizzle down the window. Michael enters, his gaze drifting away from her, lost in his own thoughts. Michael (sighing, almost to himself): "Anna loves Smith. Neither am I Smith, nor are you, Anna." Lisa looks up, her heart sinking as... Continue Reading →
Mr. Monologue 