’Got Nothing New

I got nothing. ’Got nothing new.
The same old story day and night.
Go away. Don’t follow. I’m not in mood.
I don’t believe in your stories, they’re wrong.
Your stories follow rules, mine don’t.

Okay. Ok, you can now follow me.
No, no, no. Not yet. Let’s dance first.
No, no, no. Not yet. Leave me alone.
You know. What happens when I dance?
I speak truth. I deny myself. I admit
That I’m in deep love with you.
Don’t make me dance. Please go away.

Come, come. I terribly need you.
Let me do it this time your way.
No, no, not again. Don’t make me new rules.
Told you. You follow rules and I don’t.

Told you. You had to change yourself.
Believe what you like and hate what you don’t.
Just like some people likes apple and others don’t.
Back to your first question. You asked,
“Does god exist?” How dare you asked that question?
Let me make a drink, it’s a hard question.
Telling you it’s not about existence.
It’s all about if you like’em or not.
Just like if you like apple or you don’t.

What if I told you that I was god?
No doubt. I’m god. You got me.
Leave that old ways of defining things.
Here I’m. Don’t you see me? I’m in front of you.
Told you. The difference between you and me is that
You follow rules and I don’t.
I come and go. Some sees me and others don’t.
It’s not about if I exist or not. It’s all about
If you like apple or if you don’t.

You blame me that I’m the creator.
Trust me. I’ve created nothing but wine.
I make wine, I’m addicted to it. It makes me dance.
It opens my eyes. I see you but you don’t see me.
This is the difference between you and I
That I drink wine but you don’t.

Go away. Leave me alone. Don’t make me rules.
I just fill blank verse with
Don’t know what it means. It makes me cry and smile sometimes.